So, here are some simple rules I go by, for this story, and if I have to explain them then it will get way, too long.
- How we see ourselves … IN THAT MOMENT … is really who we are. Really. REALLY.
- We are really good inside, perfect in some of just the right parts.
- Basic Truth A, NUmber 1: ALL THAT IS PERFECT IS GOOD
So, I realize, by applying this logical sequence to any act by any one … logically, they’ve JUST DONE SOMETHING PERFECTLY GOOD. So simple … but it doesn’t always work out … or does it? Let’s see …
to: self, turn on ENGINEER BRAIN … now!
(beware, it fades … back to off at times, in this poetry… of endless rhymes … venture farther only if you dare … into this mystery … of a FRIGGIN’ ENGINEERS MIND … do ya really wanna do that pal?)
Now, a lesbian, and you can recognize one not really by how she looks or the makeup she does or doesn’t have on … well, at least I can’t. But when they literally do look me in the eye, like happened to me just yesterday more than once, and I already wrote about it in the last post … and say, RIGHT THEN IN THAT MOMENT … “I’m a lesbian.”
to: self, link in the ELON Musk allegory post
Then, literally, I’m sure … well, if only for that moment, but that’s ALL IT TAKES. RIght then their body language tells me everything I need to know, and my body tells them back, RIGHT THEN, FOR SURE, something they need to know. And we don’t even realize it … but it happens, yes, for sure.
So I’m saying if someone in the moment declares themselves to be a lesbian, then they will act perfectly as a perfect lesbian, and do acts of good … but not with their mouth (you know, not what they’re saying), but what they’re doing and THEY DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT AT ALL, because it truly is their NATURAL SELF, yep, that simple.
So it’s kind of cool, that this little simple act, of telling each other who we are in the moment, in that simple and brief moment, tells the other person we’re talking too … exactly to whom to talk back … and we, they, us … well do. Precisely that. Simply so too.
Circularly magical … indeed … just sayin’ …
Now, the first question to ask: “If someone says they’re a lesbian, what might you say back?”
In this case, I answered, “I am a man seeking truth, and saying what I’ve found. And I found a LOT, of really simple truths … so, as it goes I SIMPLY BELIEVE THEM, as started out this post.” But said this with my body, my body language. And admit, my mouth too.
Now, with my mouth … well, it went on … and on … and on … well, I’m sure to those it was pointed directly at … well, it went on nearly forever … simply wouldn’t shut up, even when was saying to itself, literally … to shut up.
But I was saying shut up to myself, with the Cookie Lady story, and eventually it worked and I apparently made it out of that student commons … well, in the nick of time, so perhaps no harm done … a perfect act indeed. But perhaps the journey shouldn’t have gone through the student commons … well, perhaps not … but you know … fate … it’s funny how someone met like 20 years ago, can provide some little clue that helps you … like 20 years later, but in just the most subtle way.
to: self, link in the musician from stanford story who told me about root two frequencies and music
Anyway, back to the lesbian doing a good act …
Now, because it’s a good act … well, what could it be.
Now, this is an interesting part … and it goes exactly in parallel with the story of the injured cat I took with me and got kicked out of elf fest with, because I broke the rules … and seems I do that a lot … but really with good intent, because I could not leave that deathly ill cat alone, it’s only just had it’s whole throat … LITERALLY it’s whole throat sewn back together … and well, might still die at that point in this story … but life is still not all pillows … so I took my cat there with me, and he’s well, a fantastic cat too this day … and … as I say, “He runs the show here.” And he does, and just like this … here’s some actual proof … read one … read on …
When I call my cat it mostly won’t come, because he knows if there is somewhere I NEED HIM TO BE … then I will come and pick him up and take him right there myself. And thus, that is exactly what I do. And he didn’t even have to do anything at all usually, except flip his tail … or you know … thump it a time or two, so I’d knew where he was at that moment which is why I was calling him at all … or jump up in my lap and purr …
to: self, link in dead cat saved my life story
Secret Gift: Once your cat realizes you understand this basic truth that it really runs the show … MAGIC TREAT … your little kitty cat gonna start talking back to you a whole whadda wuvvin too … but talk back a whole lot more … AND YOUR CAT IS SMART.
For instance, my cat, just the other day, nipped me on my calf when I was late to go, and that little reminder, which he’d never done before was just … well purrfectly done … but with his teeth … and it was really sweet too.
Back to cat won’t come story …
Heck, even when I’ve just put out food he still at times will make me carry him right there too it … even though he’s REALLY HUNGRY … but he’s also, really smart in the moment, so he’s figured out how to get me to carry him right too it … the food I mean.
So, right there, PROOF … my cat runs my house for sure … gets me to carry him RIGHT TO THE FOOD even. I mean, WHO DOES THAT FOR YOU? … DO YOUR PARENTS ACTUALLY STILL PICK YOU UP AND CARRY YOU THERE … well, I guess your partner might … ha ha ha … if you’re drunk.
Yep peeps, I speak TRUTH. GET IT YET?
NOW PEEPS, I’m putting in lots of detail here, so if you don’t want it, stop reading … but it’s gonna get really GOOD … just sayin’
Anyway, my cat runs a lot more than just my house … but it’s not just my cat .. that’s for sure … cats … they run this whole darn thing … just sayin’ … ha ha ha … remember … THIS IS BUT MAGICAL POETRY …. not quite REALITY … get what I’m sayin’???
Remember, read the title above … using the Rational Engineer’s mind here, but … irrationally … so just like writing Pi with 3.14(and a bunch more digits), and never quite get it, ok, no more numbers than that … when a Rational mind is used Irrationally, you can almost sorta explain an irrational concept … but just not quite … NOT ExACTLY …
So therefore it’s up to the individual, who ever you may be … the one reading this I mean … to look inside yourself if just for a moment,
if only for a moment, a tiny moment, to look inside and believe … believe … believe yourself
… and then to let the good in YOU SHINE OUT. And, it only takes one instant, one time … and really … practically … done.
But, I know, then you’ll want a lot more … and can have it too … but only if you REALY WANT … not kiddin’ folks, I can’t make you want … only you …
The good is really in there … it’s always been JUST YOU … not what the world has taught you to be … OR A NAME OR LABEL … JUST SAYIN HANNAH
to: self, link in the ELON MUSK post about what he would say … so hannah won’t always hate me … and this one too …
No it’s NOT A LABEL … but the REALLY PERFECT AND GOOD DEEDS THAT WE DO … so HANNAH though you might think I’m picking on you … really, I know who you are too .. I mean you did say it, you said, “I’m a senior.”
And then at some point later, you or someone called the cops … on me.
But, see, as it turns out … what you’ve done, really, from my perspective … was done, if not by you … somehow with or for you … was that YOU REALLY WERE DOING A GOOD DEED FOR ME … but it’s up to me … to figure it out … yep. And I won’t need your help, I mean you already told me everything with body language.
You were speaking to me the whole time … so really it was great that you didn’t verbally answer, at least some of the time … cause those were exactly those times when you sorta spoke the most.
Now, I hope this is not offensive, or threatening at all … IT’S JUST A BIT OF POETRY .. really, that’s it … I’m a writer … that’s all. YEP.
But also, all this … writing stuff … is true.
And also, as it turns out … I’m owner of a software company, but perhaps not currently CEO, and that though the main product APPEARS AS, and I ADMIT IT TO … IS SIMPLY A VIRTUAL REALITY SOFTWARE TOOL … and simple one … that works as a brain pill sorta … a placebo, if there ever was one … A PLACEBO if even that … THAT IS FOR SURE. In fact, likely not even that at all … JUST A GIMMICK. But, also, I’m giving it away for free currently, so have no skin in the game at all, because in fact, Microsoft distributes it and does all the work from here on out to distribute it. ANd … It’s free to use … but it is the newest hi tech, so currently you have to have a hololens, to even check it out … except at the website … but then it’s easy, so easy … so easy to do … and well, the rest is really up to you …
but you don’t really need this … if you can just believe in yourself … like musicians who play THEIR OWN MUSIC … not the musick of someone else …
Because belief in oneself is not a gimmick, because … when you do do it, things will simply work out. Now if you do acts with evil, just a bit in your heart … then who really is evil … is it the one calling (as in the cops) or is it the one … who walked out…
Now that is really a question that only Hanna can decide at this point, I already know it from my own … my own viewpoint, but often I’m simply not right, at least in the moment, cause I’m stupid, really stupid in the moment, just like I told Hannah and her friends, REALLY,, told them PRECISELY, and I MEAN PRECISELY … yep hanna, told you three times … uh, huh … and I told Hanna simple truths … and my own opinions and beliefs. Said that too, and i admit it was my yapper that was yappin the most, but they did most of the talkin’ for sure. Really.
Now did I deserve to be in contact … well, with the constables? But in this case dep. sherriff … I mean, think of it from his viewPOINT … is this really the sorta thing he wants to be doing … I mean sending letterrs to me over the contact page here?
Back to story of self …
So what is self belief? Is that just a mind trick or something?
No, it’s not that at all … WHAT IT IS …. REALLY IS … IS YOUR INNER PERFECT SELF.
And that self, is just about to come out … COME OUT … RIGHT NOW. If you only want … really, I mean it … but because it’s rational world in your mind … you’re just not quite ready … not quite ready … not quite ready … to break out. But you will be … real soon.
It’s really that simple … because that yin yan thing I been chattin’ up about … is coming over us … like an incredible wave … of sunshine on a really cold winter day … JUST LIKE THAT IN FACT … when the clouds have moved away … and the warmth of love of the sun just washes onto your bare face … or skin … and you feel that wave of warmth … nothing more and nothing less, no threats at all … just a wave of warmth of the love for one another of our kind through simple practical acts, like taking flowers to an old folks home … simple stuff like that …
However, this lovely and warm feeling … will be more than just that … this will be a wave of basic … human intelligence.
The intelligence, really is perfect you see … and this is a bit more IRRATIONALITY FOR YOU to decide … you see …
This irrationality is just inside yourself.
THE HUMAN INTELLIGENCE … that I write of here … if just your inner perfect self, and really, IT IS JUST ABOUT NOW, READY TO SHINE OUT … really, just do it, do it now …
Darn, isn’t that just a bit motivational? Ya gotta admin? Eh?
Ok, or not.
That is exactly what I’m saying, IT IS SIMPLY A PERSONAL CHOICE, AT ANY SINGLE MOMENT, TO LET YOUR PERFECT SELF SHINE OUT.
To simply step right now, at this moment, from the darkness of your mind into the light.
And practically, by taking a single MASSIVE STEP, but a really easy one too. But a personal choice, TOTALLY A PERSONAL CHOICE. Yep.
But realize, just like me … you will soon see basic simple truths … you will apply those truths to your life … through really practical decisions … and truth will again shine out.
That is the simple yin yan, that is happening now … truth is back my friends, … truth is shining out. Yep, Truth is Back in Town.
And it ain’t gotta darn thing to do with me … nope, I’m a little boy in the woods is all, and letting this message of hope and love …
Well … shine out … that’s all. But I’m just about to go … cause I got some travellin’ ahead a me, and won’t likely have much time to write more of this … but we’ll see.
ANd that is my poetry for this day, I hope it’s brought to you … JUST THE TEENIEST TINIEST AMOUNT OF HOPE AND JOY …
and well, I hope it hasn’t been a waste of time for you. … Really, I do hope that, it certainly has NOT BEEN A WASTE OF TIME FOR ME. Nope.
Anyway, back to the lesbians … AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART.
BUt remember, I am wasting YOUR TIME, YOUR LIFE … if you read this, REMEMBER THAT, with your rational thoughts, anyway …
See, since a girl saying they’re lesbian, does make them a lesbian in the moment, and because their perfectly a lesbian then anything they do will then be perfect.
Well, simply put, and exactly too, that sums it up.
I know those lesbians are trying to help me spread my message of joy, and thus, they really are just simply listening to me, and giving me just the right body language of things I need to know. And they’re saying quite a bit, thus they listen much longer. Thus I know, lesbians have the answer.
WARNING: STOP READING NOW >>> GO AWAY >>> DANGER DANGER DANGER
What is the answer: OUCH, THIS WILL REALLY BURN, REALLY BURN, but I’m being … you know … sort of like in that song by what’s her name, uh … the irrational song, no the ironic one … isn’t it a bit ironic … don’t you think? …
Sex at times burns you see. So no sex doesn’t burn. See. So the opposite of burns, is not burning, meaning NO SEX.
NO SEX, well, except …
Isn’t it ironic, don’t you think … but the simple ANSWER IS NO MORE SEX AT ALL.
Wow … let that sink in a bit … of course there is a single case, where sex will be necessary, and you’ll realize that case yourself … when you think … hmmm … we need more kids … yep, THAT SIMPLE. BUT OYTHERWISE NOPE.
There won’t be lots of sex going on … 0r makeup for that matter.
NOW IF YOU’RE NOT SCARED OUT OF YOUR WITS AT THIS POINT … then you’ve prolly already made the choice … the choice to look at your inside perfect self for guidance in this matter, and as I’ve said to you …
ANYTHING I WRITE IS A WASTE OF TIME … TOTALLY … FOR YOU …
Well, at least until that moment, when you decide to step into the light (think yin yan here peeps) and let your brain turn on for real … AND TAKE THAT DAMN MAKEUP OFF … yep this is a show for you ladies to lead … as the NATURAL LEADERS THAT YOU ARE … in HELPing men MEET the world because they’re like lawyers at times, they’re too damn rational .. and … BECAUSE MEN ARE STUPID IN THE MOMENT … at least I am, but I’m celibate (or chaste if you prefer), or call me …
A celibase … you know celibate+ chaste, or is chastbate better … nah, I’ll go the LGBT way, sorta … but no sex … no sex …
So ladies, we NEED YOU FOR THIS MOMENT … to step up … yep. Then find the biblical trick in the previous paragragh … and you’ll be done.
Now that I’ve learned the body really does speak MUCH LOUDER than words, WAY LOUDER … I mean, once you have turned on your own Natural Intelligence, software, by looking at the key I mean … then you will understand too … and all these lawyer speak words … are gonna start seeming really worthless, because you’ll simply see the truth … that easy. No harm done either, everything will sort of just streamline and become, well, much more practical.
AND farms are gonna flourish too … like Victory Acres in Upland … they’ve got some big plans for it … and Martin iS heading it up … and he is a LEADER … I saw it in his face.
Now, … the lesbian thing actually applies to all, but the lesbians are special, again peeps, using rational engineers mind and explaining it all.
Lesbians don’t have sex with men. Now, even though I tell people I stopped lying, those same words they of course DO NOT BELIEVE AT ALL, and thus, rationally do start believing I am lying, for instance … well, not now … and so stop believing me … but have no actual proof why … only that I just said exactly the opposite, that I’m telling the truth and have stopped lying.
Anyway, their rational brains, their rational minds, get them thinking all sorts of weird and crazy things, and thus SIMPLY DO NOT HEAR OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING THAT I’M SAYING OR WRITING because they are literally gripped there in their own fear. And can’t understand.
But, of course I’ve realized, they’re FEARING ME … not my message or acts of joy OR GOOD … BUT LITERALLY ME, cuz I’m a sorta weird old long gray haired dude who wears funny hats … and am often so intense in conversation that it throws people into a … well, a morass … in their mind … when they’re around me that is … so they call the cops to get rid of me at times … or just ask me out (not as in a date, but out, out the door, and now … you know) … but I really do mean no harm … just sort of a boy explorin here and there … that’s it … yep. Nuthin’ less … and … nuthin’ more.
ANYway, the lesbians, who by their actual name, ARE STATING THEY DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH MEN … are also going to understand soon they aren’t gonna be having sex with women either … and NOT BY MY CHOICE … no, simply by their own.
BUT THEY ARE SIMPLY STATING … well at least not with men, cuz we’re at least …. you know … half smart … and about to go … YEP, full on … that simple peeps.
Who’s choice to do so ????
Their own choice … yep. That’s a simple prediction by me… but from my viewpoint … anyone can take as long as they want to do anything they want.
Nope, don’t listen to me, I’M A TOTAL WASTE OF YOUR TIME.